Wednesday, August 22, 2018

5th Year Anniversary!

Five years. Five years of this life we've created together. You've seen me at my worst, and I'd like to think you've seen me at my best. Just like any other marriage we've gone through ups and downs, but here we are five years later still riding on a lot of ups. I'm glad this ride is with you. You've been a constant example of what never giving up on our dreams looks like. Five years. That's 260 weeks and I've been either pregnant or nursing for 226 out of those 260 weeks. So it's safe to say you've seen me with crazy and emotional moments. You've also been a student for about 230 of those weeks so I can say I've also seen you with stressful and emotional moments. We must really like each other since you're still with me and I'm still with you. :)

Five years. Four moves. Three kids. Two universities. One crazy ride. 

See You In Two!

Today has been a busy day. Grant had his kidney ultrasound appointment at the hospital first thing this morning. The technician who did the sonogram couldn't tell me anything about his appointment but I'm sure all is well with him. Then I met Danny and the rest of the family at the restaurant of Jon's choice (Burgers Supreme). After eating we were all able to say our goodbyes to him before he officially started his mission. The people of Arizona are going to love him! Everyone does because he's such a loveable guy. I hope Addie doesn't forget who he is since I'm sure Hudson and Grant won't have much of a memory at all of him in two years. Especially Grant since he's only four weeks old. See you in two years Elder!

Monday, August 20, 2018

I'm Enjoying This

I can't say that Addie is the nicest sister to Hudson but boy does she do so well with Grant. She adores her baby brother! She asks to lay by him every single day multiple times a day. I mean their bond right now is probably only because he's not old enough to crawl and get into her belongings just yet but I'll just ignore that fact for now and enjoy this.

Friday, August 17, 2018

Summer 2018

I recently got a new phone. Finally. Let's just say I am in love with it. Danny finally convinced me it was time for me to upgrade my phone and this new one not only takes amazing pictures but it also made a little video for me! I love it. It captured our summer and I'm excited to share it here. :)


Tuesday, August 14, 2018

Grant's Newborn Re-Shoot

I'm so grateful that I got a re-shoot for Grant's pictures because they were ten times better. He turns three weeks tomorrow and he did so good today.
 And here's a reminder at how awkward his first shoot was below.

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Dear Grant

Dear Grant,

Firstly I need to say sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't so excited when we first found out I was pregnant. I'm sorry I spent most of the pregnancy being stressed instead of focusing on you. I'm also sorry that I ever believed our family was done as a family of four.

I also need to say thank you. Thank you for coming when you did. Thank you for making it into our family and showing us that we could have never lived without you. You are just so perfect. You are hands down the best baby and we don't deserve you. You have been so good to us and for us. You have brought a peace with you that we needed right now in our lives. You are currently the family favorite :) and everyone loves you. There is no doubt that you were meant to be. I want the best for you and I cannot wait to see how you will change others for the better. You have already done that with our family and you're only an infant.

You have turned out to be the best surprise of my life. I couldn't have dreamed a better baby than you. Even your daddy said that you're his greatest creation. :) You were meant for this family and I feel honored to be your mother.

Baby Bean's Name Dilemma


We always had Grant as a name option for baby Bean but it was never set in stone. I even bought a onesie that said Grant on it and the same week that it was delivered his name changed to Brigham. I personally liked Brigham because the morning we found out Baby Bean's brain cyst was gone was the day Danny was officially accepted into BYU and I thought it would be a cool connection. However shortly after that we both started considering Leo as his name. We went through hundreds and hundreds of names but it always came back to those top three names (Grant, Brigham - Briggs - and Leo). I'm not even exaggerating when I say hundreds. One Sunday afternoon we were driving to Mapleton and on the way I read through a list of 200 names to Danny and he didn't like any of them. We also had an app earlier in the pregnancy where Danny and I would go through a list and if we came across a name that we liked we were to swipe right on the name. It would alert us if Danny and I ever got a match on a name that we both liked and swiped right on. Well Danny and I got zero matches. We could not agree on anything. What was hard for me was that I gave Danny full naming rights since I got my way with Hudson's name and it was killing me that we didn't have a name figured out yet.

We decided that we would wait to see the baby and decide then if he looked like a Leo, Brigham or Grant. I thought that it would just take one look at him and we would instantly know. Well what I learned is that a baby looks like a baby haha. He didn't look like any certain name. At least not for Danny and I. Our families came and saw baby Bean in the hospital and couldn't believe that we still didn't have a name for him. Everyone seemed to have an opinion though. My dad and Pollyanna liked Grant, Debbie, Ammon and Lamoni liked Brigham, and most of Danny's siblings liked Leo. After everyone left the hospital Danny and I said a family prayer in the room for inspiration on what name we should go with. We prayed and asked if Grant was his name. Later that night after Danny was back home and our kids were in bed we were able to Facetime each other and we both started to think that maybe Leo should be his name. We decided to sleep on it but the next day we still didn't really know. On the third morning before we were to be discharged we decided that we'd go with the name we'd regret not using. We figured that if we wanted to use Grant as a name then now would be the time to use it. We looked at different scenarios as well. If this baby is our last baby then I felt that Danny would regret not using it since in my heart I knew that was the name he preferred for Hudson and didn't get to use it. We also thought about what name we'd likely use later on if this is not our last baby. Right now we believe we are done having kids however if this changes then we already know that a very likely middle name for a future boy would be Thomas so we tried matching our names with Thomas as a middle name. We felt like Leo and Brigham both worked with Thomas as a middle name but Grant Thomas just didn't flow as nicely as the other two or as well as it did with Grant Alexander. We filled out his birth certificate on July 27th and he was officially named Grant Alexander Ferguson. Now that he's named Grant it feels right. He's Grant and a cute one too. :)


Family Pictures '18

Danny and I have managed to get family pictures done every year since 2014. It also helps that it's usually because we're getting newborn pictures done. :) I have to say that this year's family pictures turned out better than when Hudson's newborn shoot was done. However we did not get good sibling pictures. Oh well, I guess I shouldn't expect too much when dealing with three kids ages three and younger. The individual pictures are adorable though of Addie and Hudson and I also get to go back for a reshoot on Grant's pictures since this first experience was a bit rough. He is exactly one week old today.

Addie was pretending to blow on a feather.
Now Hudson was pretending to blow on a feather. Sadly not one good sibling pic.
Super awkward