So Much Love

How do I even handle the cuteness that is this little best friend duo??

And pictures from tonight. My heart can't handle this. 💗

Grant's First Field Trip

Grant's preschool class went on a field trip today! It was his first one and also the first bus ride for him. It was to a local children's museum that we have never been to. He was so excited. So was I. Danny stayed home with the twins so that I could chaperone. I loved it. I have often felt guilt that I can't always be the school mom that I've always wanted to be. Especially when Addie was little because we've always had a little toddler, baby or both at home. I feel bad because I know that the twins will get the best version of me as far as being able to volunteer goes while the older three don't. Danny knew of my feelings and volunteered to stay home so that I could go. I was not expecting that but I'm so grateful I was able to go and experience this with our little boy. I was assigned to Grant and to his little friend who happens to be the son of my friend and our neighbor. I was able to send her pictures throughout the day and she later told me how much that helped her nervous mama heart knowing her son was being watched by someone he already knows because he's been to our house several times now. I'm also glad those two were paired up together. It was a lot of fun following them around and letting them take the lead.

Grant I love you and I thoroughly enjoyed this day. 

Rylee's Eye

I should know by now to stay off google when trying to figure out what is wrong with one of my kids. Rylee had something weird going on with her eye and all my late night searching online convinced me it was cancer. I should definitely stay off google and I should definitely get more sleep. I still don't know what happened to make her eye lid swollen but her doctor didn't think it was cancer so that was reassuring. It was not comforting to hear that she also didn't know what was going on though. She prescribed her some eye medication and said that if it doesn't improve to take her to an oncologist. Luckily it improved after one day of eye drops. Rylee girl I can't explain what happened but I hope you don't scare me again like that for a good long while haha. Love you sweet girl.

Her eye is looking so much better for the first time in four days. Now she just needs to nap. She refused to and couldn't wait to wake up Quinnie who did take a nap.